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Sunday, July 31, 2011 ♥ 10:02 PM

if u noe me well,i tink u noe who is him and how i feel towards him
some of my friends say the whole singapore and the whole world knows i love him
and i even casually joked with my friends that i wanna f him
okie i am trying to be a delusional fan girl in this blog post so pls pardon me,actualli i am not like that de(readers:才怪!)
here is his ideal type
She should have big eyes and deer eyes (he called the rabbit eyes) , especially who has brown eyes the most. Cause he thinks the girl who has brown eyes looks very sexy. Hae Oppa likes to look at the eyes them most, He said when you meet the other, the first thing you is look at her/his eyes.
thank god i am born with big eyes :D am i am not bragging
She should have long hair and also fair skin. long hair at least i can make it.i vowed not to cut my hair again ever since last year when i look damn fugly with short hair.but fair skin?NUHHHH!!!!U GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!!!!i am not fair and i am rather tan!
He loves a girl with nice forehead. He said that His super girl is a girl with a beautiful forehead, because whe he sees nice foreheads, He would feel like kissing it. He will kiss her forehead everyday.
-pin fringe up and check forehead-got abit of pimples but heard of sth call facial and makeup?with these those pimples on my forehead will gone alreadi :D okie in order for him to kiss my forehead everyday i will pin up my fringe,though i tink i look better with bangs
He wants a girl who only loves him, look only at him. (Yupz jealous DongHae, kkkk)
DO YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU ONLY OPPA???i love you more than my father,just kidding,i love you more than other super junior members and other male idols and guys i had ever known in my life haha
She has to be good korean-food cook.
i cant cook D: but its okie,i will LEARN for the sake of u
He wants a girl who has height around 167 cm.
T.T I see tis i freaking want cry le D: I am 161 cm,i am too short for him T.T and i shrunk D: i used to be around 162-163 and now i am 161cm D:
He likes to seeing the girl’s collarbone.
sorry hor my collarbone nt obvious.i tink nid jianfei then can see coz i too fat liao.I noe right u no like fat girls D:
actualli kind of match larh,just tht i need be more prettier can alreadi.like tht he can notice me and who knows?i will marry him and be his wife <3
delusional part 2 comes now.those xxx couple moments are NOT real and i am gonna disclose em.actualli is not being delusional,is more of wanting to state my stand

okie i noe he smiled sweetly at her,but it is because he is a nice guy and she thanked him.not like some guys i know,after i thank them,they give the "orh" look and walk off.sometimes they heck care at all.

that is because he was blocking her way.use common sense larh,ppl block your way u want em move so that you can pass through rite?dun tell me whn ppl block your way u dun care horh.
ahemahem gt ppl compile alot of moments for this couple so i am gonna post alot

as usual,he is being nice and they two are like very good friends so yea.

they left these two together coz they are the guests and yea,for radio shows like this there is at least a photoshoot like this while guests only take photo without the hosts and DJs

aiyoh,their ideal type can mean other people marh,why they two onli?

he did that just to make fun of her.i have guy friends imitating girls just to make fun of them,like accent,the way they talk,they walk,they eat,they sing,dance etc.the only love thing is SM arrange de,nothing to do with them.

JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE ALWAYS TOGETHER IS NOT BECAUSE THEY ARE A COUPLE!!i tink is because of coincidence they stand together

wahlau eh,he is just looking around at her direction.sometimes i may look at this guy not because i like him but is because i am standing at the direction that is facing him.got it?

they are trying to be nice.i tink is becoz they won sth?eh if this is consider moment,when my guy friend glomp me to congratulate me that means he my boyfriend.hahaha

this is not consider a moment.if it is,when i am laughing along with my guy friends they my boyfriend alreadi.but this is at least better than he physically bully her or scold vulgarities at her,which guys had always been doing to me

lemme say this alot of times,he is being nice and he can do that to other female idols
aiyoh i lazy compile the rest larh,but i just wanna say,those haesica,yoonhae shippers are like primary school kids or mothers,they see hae and sica/yoona gt skinship,interaction,they go say is moment,just like primary school kids they see one boy and one girl talking to each other,they will ask "your boyfriend arh?","you like him right?" and also mother they see their daughter go out with one guy she will like"is he your boyfriend?","girl arh you too young to have boyfriend alreadi","next time bring home let me see kae?"if hae see those haesica or yoonhae moments compiled i bet he will be annoyed and come out to say "no larh,we just friends only,dont anyhow assume" and may avoid those girls in the future.even jessica and yoona will be annoyed also.
and i am saying these is not because i am an anti super generation shipper(i am a eunhae shipper coz i ship only yaoi and my delusional side ship haetina),is because from those moments it didnt convince me that they are a couple,more like brother and sister and close friends.to be honest i am also quite jealous as i never had a guy friend who i am very close with.i am also here to share with you my life story.even i have friends who are of the opposite gender,i only chat with them and never hang out with them much.I dun even have one guy friend who i can share my problems with.I am quite shy around guys as i am not used to talking to the opposite sex and also due to the fact that my friends like to assume that i like whatever guys i have talked to thus I never pluck up the courage to be close with any guys.I did not come from an all girls school but i mixed around with girls more and somemore in my poly I am from an all girls class due to my course.the only skinship i ever did with guys is during camp when we are playing games.I also had to admit that i dun feel comfortable when guys talk to me via MSN or FB chat.maybe its about time i shall open more to guys since it will help for my future life,especially working life.
i sound like i am beating around the bush,but actually i am like this i had to admit kekeke

Friday, July 29, 2011 ♥ 9:37 PM

veri long time nvr blog le
recently,ups and downs have been happening in my life,many things happen which i cant put them in words to blog about.
has been busy everyday and returning home at night time,our exams are coming at august,i really do hope to do well as it is 50% of my GPA.
sometimes i feel so stressed that i cant even breathe.

However,a BIG day is coming
no,NOT national day.i decided not to give a f about it tis yr,esp after the damn awful fun pack song
its no other than...

fr those pictures veri obvious izzit?
do you know that i have been waiting for this day ever since i became an ELF?(fyi i became an ELF on late July 2010 after their no other promotions)recently i looked like i escaped from hougang chalet as i am veri HIGH over their comeback.FINALLY IS THE DAY,THE RETURN OF THE SUPERIOR!!! during the past few days,individual teaser images of members have been released.NEXT WEEK IS GONNA BE SUJU WEEK
okie my plan for august
1 August-release of mr simple teaser
2 August-release of mr simple audio
3 August-release of album
4 August-press conference
5 August-Music Bank comeback
6 August-Music Core comeback
7 August-Inkigayo comeback
8 August-smelling test,national day eve
9 August-national day(it is gonna be another year of watching NDP on tv and eating pizzas)
10 August-i pray poly have National Day holiday D: we dun even hav youth day holiday
11 August-M.Countdown comeback
12 August-Music Bank
13 August-Music Core
14 August-Inkigayo
19~21 August-receive my 5 jib
26 August-OCHEM exam
29 August-cell bio exam
31 August-ICHEM exam